Why i want to be a child again

I want to be a child again ..........to smile at everybody.........to spread the innocence around..........to have a nice sleep wherever and whenever i want..........to forget about the past too easily and never think of the future..........to be with whoever i want to be with...........to dream about nothing............to blabber meaninglessly and yet be understood...........to hit somebody still don't get them hurt...........to dance with my loved one..........to have no reason to exult..........to be cared by...........to explore every possibility to be nonsense, still make sense............ to hug a loved one...........to feel cupidity..........to not to hold any grudges........... to scream as much as i want......... to live life without responsibilities..........to be ignorant to the sufferings around me..........to see the world sitting on papa's shoulder.........to feel secure in mumma's lap..........to be bullied and pampered by my elder brother .....to pester grandma for a balloon.........to be too naive to comprehend the concept of caste and religion........ to get scared by darkness........... to get saddened on being denied an ask............to not let my ego prevent me from reaching out to people.... to have that pious hope that papa can get me anything i ask for.........to be unable to discern class difference among peers..........to be unobservant of my friend's gender......to crawl into a sanctum sanctorum and still not offend anyone...........to be simply unable to judge the evil intensions of people around me............ to cry without feeling degraded..........to relish being oblivious and ignorant............to remain clueless about the emotions of guilt, hatred and remorse...........to be unaware of the realities of the world..........to get drenched in rain without the fear of falling sick..........to steal nothing more than a chocolate and drink nothing more injurious than un-filtered water.......to lie about nothing worse than eating sugar...to look at simplest of things with amazement..........to look at the sky and wonder how birds fly.......... to not feel limited by realities and knowledge..........to do so much that i can, but can't..........to be once again!

Take away my sunshine, block my share of rain...............just give me another chance to grow up once again!